Thursday, December 18, 2008

Fast Forward on Life

Sometimes life is just so screwed up so much so i wish i have a remote control and put it on fast forward mode so that I don't have to go through the sufferings. But then what is life without sufferings :(

There are so any things on my mind now but I am just at lost for words. Can't seem to find the appropriate words, sentences or phrases to describe what I am feeling right now.

Numb? Shock? Angry? Frustrated? Victimised? Despair?

It takes a while for reality to sink in and when it does I hope things will be clearer and I can see life again from a new perspective.

Till the time comes... I pray to God to ease my pain and make it more bearable to go through the days. I know what I am doing and I hope it is the right thing to do no matter how crazy it may seem.

16 comments:

McBudu said...

Wish you all the best. Take good care of yourself. Always believe that we are not the unluckiest one!

Uncle Lee said...

Hello Nana, just dropped by to wish you and family Selamat tahun baru. Best regards, Lee.

rimau manja said...

nana, believe me, and i really mean BELIEVE...no matter how tough, how down, how horrible or how twisted things get......there is light at the end of the tunnel......no matter what, everything will work out and it will be ok.....believe and HAVE FAITH, God is always with you.....and once you come out the other end, it will just make you stronger and wiser.

take care....and HUGS

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